It took a while but for the last couple of weeks I have finally felt like myself again I have to admit I am lucky to have people around me that care but it was a hard couple of weeks I honestly really began doubt myself and the stupid thing is their reasons are ridiculous they wrote a glowing report and even the head honcho didn't like the fact that the school didn't even bring to my attention that they were having problems until three days to go, the meeting last Wednesday went better than I thought I didn't end leaving crying so that's a start but apparently they are going to what they can which is a good sign the only prob they had was fitting that extra placement in. Anyway I am helping out at another school and the teacher (who is my old primary school teacher)and he came up with a great idea, I get to do things the way I want to so hopefully not another six months at uni I just have to talk to him about it and plus I love helping out at st Alipius and I love the kids Mum said it was good to see me enjoying school again.

As with everything else Matty is great and I am really lucky to have him and I wouldn't have him any other way, even my parents are ok I am a hell of a lot better than I was a month ago, the only drawback is uni but once I got over the first week it was all ok so I am all good and back on track well for this week anyway.
♥Manda

if anyone ever gets over to greatest journal on the rare oociassion feel to apply to join "one_of_us" it's a great community and I get to take over while my friend rena is away.
so anyway you should join there's some community promo at work ha ha.
♥Manda

I have decided I am now going to make this journal friends only!
if you want to be added to my list comment and I will most likely add you back.
I think I have needed to do this for a while as it kind of scares me that I don't know who is reading my journal.